It seems everyone whom I know of are going Holiday...that is, except me! Sob sob! :( My colleague, Sindy just got back from her romantic European Honeymoon. & shortly after that, my pal, Cindy will be going to Canada & U.S next week~! Oh man~! All I can do is to just basically watch helplessly as others go enjoy themselves...Sad! I can't help but to be envious. When will it be my turn...?
Actually, before CNY, my bro was planning to bring the whole family to Hokkaido but somehow, the timing wasn't right as last minute, he needed go on work trip. In the end, he gotta cancel the trip & my hopes were utterly dashed. Words couldn't describe how disappointed I was. I was initially extremely exhilatered & so looking forward for it but....sigh! Later on, my bro & my sis-in-law took the two little ones to Bali during March holiday. My mum & I didn't go as 1) we weren't that keen 2)They didn't ask us.
I was @Cindy's house few weeks ago & came to know from her Dad that he wanted to ask me along for their upcoming trip. I was both touched & sad. Touched is that Cindy's family actually thought of me. Sad is that I couldn't go becoz' of financial + other reasons. Cindy knew my situation & he explained to his Dad. I felt awkward also as it was considered a family trip as they will be going to visit Cindy's brother @U.S. Somehow, the timing just wasn't right. Half a year is almost gone, I don't know how much longer I need to wait. I'm just desperately in need of a holiday break now. Oh well, I just gotta trust in divine timing...& I really hope it will be sooner than I expect! :)
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