Me the Nanny..:O

Feeling darn bushed. I'm officially Nanny for 3 whole months! OMG! My bro is away @Japan for studies. His new boss sponsored him to study there for 6months & my sis-in-law, Joan is there to accompany him for 3 months. But thank God, she'll be back for Chinese New Year for a week. @least my mum & I  get to have a short breather. :) 

Its really not easy to take care of kids. I mean, if once in awhile, for a few days or 2 weeks, it would be manageable. But for a whole 3 months??? thats about about 90 days! Oh man! :O I really, really need God's Grace to see me through this period. Its taking a toil out of me. Being kids as they are, they need constant attention + discipline. Joan mentioned that I need to be firm with them, especially Linus. He sometimes really get on my nerves! :( He'll challenge & test my patience, throwing tantrums when he doesn't get what he want. I find my temper rise up more often than any other time. Sad! Joan apologized that I would be deprived of a social life during this time....yeah right, she can say that again. :O 

I really cannot imagine if I have my own kids, real Pengsangzzzzz.....

I just hope this 3 months will pass by quickly. Coz I really, really need my own space & time. God, Help me.