Different sides of me

More of a feminine side of me

With Ivy, she helps me to bring out the attractive & feminine side of me. :)

Sporty, funky & wild side of me, together with my friend, Cindy. Photo taken during our company D&D. :)

Casual & sporty side of me, relaxing @the beach.

This is the cute & fun side of me! :D

I believe all of us have different sides of ourselves. The normal sides, not as to amount to being personality disorder or something. Haha! Violet & I were having this conversation the other day & it sets me into thinking which of the different sides I possess.

Hmnnn...let me see, I have a talkative, cheery & humurous side - which enjoys being conversational, joking & entertaining close friends, people. This is when I am @ease with the presence & familiar with the particular person/people. It takes me time to warm up though. But when I do, I'm like a firework! haha! God always gives me funny ideas & thoughts & when I shared with my friends, they will all laugh. That is when I know I've successfully entertain them. :P But mind you, I'm not a clown yah...I'm an entertainer! LET ME ENTERTAIN U...(Singing RW's song)

There's a quiet side of me - which enjoys being alone, in solitude. This part is important to me coz here, I do reflections on myself, my life, the happenings around me as well as observation. When I'm outside, I enjoy quietly observing people & my surroundings while listening to my MP3 player. It may be spiritual also, as I spend time in prayer. I need a very peaceful & quiet surrounding, which the most I prefer is my room, my santuary, my hiding place. :) Or in other case, its just spending time on the net - on Facebook, playing games, listening to music/songs or watching shows. :P & of course, writing & updating my blog. This is where I can get inspirations to write as well.

Then there's a wild & fun side of me - normally occurs when I was with my nephews, playing games or watching concerts. :D My inner self is like completely let loose & I just let my feelings out freely, which normally I won't behave in such a manner. Sadly, I reckon its due to the Asian upbringing in me, whereby freedom of expression of feelings is not common. :-( People who see me especially in concerts are very surprised that I have this side of me. 热情的我。我的热情好像一把火。哈哈！In physical games, I find I'm always a victor. I will go all the way to play & always manage to win for my team. :) My friend, Hannah said this is a gift from God. Well, I can't deny it. ;) I reckon if there's a job in the world whereby just allows me to play all day, I definitely will excel in it! Haha!

Also being with different friends sets me to be in different attire moods. Like for example, if together with Ivy, most of the time, I would don something more feminine especially dresses. I reckon its due to the fact that she absolutely loves to doll me up, heehee! So I think I'm a living doll species for her. :D LOL! I'm really thankful for her friendship, for bringing out the 'undiscovered' part of me, that I know I can be beautiful & feeling good of myself, with confidence especially when it comes to dressing up.

Next, will be my mates - Cindy & Meiling. Normally, I would wear something more of sporty & casual. Coz being with them, it just brings out that particular part of me. :)

& then there's Sindy & Annie. I would normally wear something in between or both. I'm just so comfortable with them. :)

Whichever sides that is of me, it is essential & equally important, keeping my life in perfect balance. :)