Eyes Open Big Big...眼睛长大大!

CNY passed by pretty fast & pretty smoothly this year, with no-one asking me the same old nagging questions....that is except from my bro! :( Oh man! My bro was back for CNY, right? (He had flew off back to China on 23 Feb) The last 2nd day, which was the 22nd, my mum suddenly said my bro asked when I am going to have a boyfriend & get married. I was like "duh????" I was like why the sudden concern? OK, on & off, he would try to ask me, hoping to get a positive answer but with no results. Haha! He would mentione something about my age etc. I don't see any genuine concern about that. Its just like "how old are you already? still don't want to find a boyfriend & get married...." That kind of tone & feeling, you know what I mean. How blunt can he get? Yeah, he's always been like this. & my mum, asked why these days I don't really wanna talk to him. She then went on to say my bro doted on me so much, treated me so well...blah blah. As if I'm the odd one, the ungrateful one. I felt badly misunderstood. Its a terrible feeling. Well, dear Mummy, its not me. Its him who has turned all realistic & judgemental towards me, always commenting that I'm childish. How to communicate with a person who is biased over you? Sorry to say, I rather talk to his kids & wife. :O For certain issues & reasons, I find it difficult to communicate with him nowadays. I just don't know how to face him as before. How I wish my mum would understand. Sigh!

Talking about marriage, I feel that it seems so fragile nowadays. Some people marry for the wrong reasons or rush into marriage, because of society, family pressures. & because of that, many tend to wonder & stray off track. Before marriage, they look forward to the status of 'being married'. After marriage, they look forward to the status of 'being single'. Something is seriously wrong. It doesn't help when seeing so many cases of infidelity, being so common nowadays. "For better or for worse" don't seem to be in their minds but temporary pleasure & lust, sadly. :-/. On the other hand, in average, we literally have to be with our partners or @least 40 to 50 years, till old age that is. So to the singles out there: we certainly have to Open our eyes, heart & minds when we are looking for our mates....I know I would definitely need that! 眼睛长大大一点!眼睛不要贴stamp....haha! Meaning: open eyes big big, vision don't be blocked by stamp= Don't be blinded.